Your thoughts

I was alone and thinking clear
Then I thought about my lovely dear
Having your thoughts brought me joy
But, my thinking process was no more clear

I thought that I was your subject of affection
If you didn’t think then may be I wasn’t
It’s just the wishful thinking that I always do
Or it’s the truth you never tell, or you wouldn’t

Thinking aloud I screamed for illumination
I even thought your thoughts in absolute silence
I imagined you with all my senses
I lost my senses in your absence

Reaching this state I demand the truth
Challenge me with the battle I fought never
I lost everything for my ultimate alliance
So I decided to win you, or lose your thought forever