Friday 13 March 2009

Random-thoughts 4

I wonder why
People like to see new places
I want to revisit old ones
To feel nostalgic
To feel sad
To feel neglected

I wonder why
People like to make new friends
I want to revisit my enemies
To convert them
To befriend them
To take my revenge

I wonder why
People like to move
I want to be stagnant
To feel safe
To feel composed
To feel rotten

I wonder why
People like to be loved
I want to be hated
To feel the purest of emotion
To relive myself of expectations
Just be hated

I wonder why
People like to know
I want to be ignorant
To feel bliss
To feel arrogance
Just be dumb

I wonder why
People like colours
I want to be colorless
To feel unadulterated
To feel natural
Just be invisible

I wonder why
People like to live
I want my death
To feel nothing
To feel nothing
To complete my last strand of life’s experience

7 comments:

v said...

one of the few poems of yours which i understood :)
good one!

vikaz said...

Good one!!
Are you planning to fulfill any of these wishes?? :-)

Ashraf said...

It wasnt meant to be understood, Vineet (as usual). But thanks for understanding it.

Vikas, eventually i will fulfill all my wishes

v said...

understood at least one set of meanings i guess!

Mona said...

Ashraf?

It is Almost a death wish!!

Hope you are doing well. My BIL is improving slowly but steadily. Guess I will be here for a couple of months more...

Ankur Khare said...

Mind blowiiiiiiiiiiiiiing.....

TOo good...

aisa laga ki some one has put my feelings into words..

How do u do it..just tell us ...how do u do it..

AMIT said...

Too good thoughts from you.

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